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Today's Stories

January 2, 2006

Alexander Cockburn
A NYT Editorial Contemplates Iraq

 

Dec. 31 / Jan. 1, 2005/6

Patrick Cockburn
The Year in Iraq

Alexander Cockburn
Who Are We to Complain?: a Diary of 2005

Ralph Nader
Rumsfeld vs. the Military: a Pentagon of Loyalists and Enforcers

James Petras
The Politics of Language: "Escalation" or "Retaliation" in Israeli Attacks on Palestinians

Peter Montague
A Darker Bioweapons Future

J.L. Chestnut, Jr.
Black Forever: Race, Class and Activism in the South

Vijay Prashad
My California Vacation: Conversations with Indian Americans

P. Sainath
Farm Suicides in Vidharbha

James Brooks
The Spoils of War: Israel's Corruption was Inevitable

Eileen E. Schell
The Farmer Wants a Wife: Hayseeds and Hickxploitation in the Land of Reality TV

Christopher Brauchli
Birds of a Feather: George and Vlad

Jo Guldi
Politics, Gay Marriage and Christianity

Fred Gardner
America's Only Legal Grower

Ben Tripp
A Hapless New Year

St. Clair / Walker / Pollack
Playlists: What We're Listening To This Week

Poets Basement
Engel, Albert, LaMorticella, Buknatski, Davies, Ford and Bear Dog

Website of the Weekend
Commit Bloggamy with Dr. Suzy

 

December 30,2005

Evo Morales
I Believe Only in the Power of the People

Earl Ofari Hutchinson
The Toxic Air in Black America

Dave Lindorff
Bush's NSA Spying Jeopardizes National Security

Gary Leupp
Targeting Iran and Syria: Goss Builds Case for Turkey-Based Attacks

Ron Jacobs
A Dead New Year's Eve

Brian Concannon
Down in Haiti, the Chickens are Coming Home to Roost

Sandra Lucas
Inside TeenScreen: the Making of Mental Patients

T.W. Croft
The Wind Has Changed: Gulf Storms, Fables of Reconstruction and Hard Times for the Big Easy

Website of the Day
Images of Mass Consumption

 

December 29, 2005

Norman Solomon
Journalists Should Expose Secrets, Not Keep Them

Missy Comley Beattie
Christmas Without Chase

Dave Zirin
Over the Edge: the Year in Sports

Kevin Zeese
Top 10 Antiwar Stories of 2005

Derrick O'Keefe
Bolivia and Venezuela Offer an Alternative to Neo-Liberalism

Sam Bahour
Turning the Page in Palestine, Again

Macdonald Stainsby
What's Behind Paul Martin's Broadside Against Bush?

Bill & Kathleen Christison
Let's Stop a US/Israel War on Iran

Website of the Day
Deconstructing the Democrats

 

December 28, 2005

Jeffrey St. Clair
The Worst Day of Ted Stevens' Life?

Lila Rajiva
Operation Romeo: Lessons on Terror Laws from India

Amira Hass
The Humanitarian Lie

Joshua Frank
Let the Drilling Begin: Iraq's IMF Loan

David Swanson
Leaking Top Secret Lies

Richard Thieme
High Time for Torture

Paul Craig Roberts
Three Books to Wake You Up

Website of the Day
Conyers Report: "Constitution in Crisis"

 

December 27, 2005

Evan Jones
Whither the National Guard?

Uri Avnery
The Peretz Shuffle

Mike Whitney
Pop Goes the Bubble!

Gideon Levy
Dusty Trail to Death

David Swanson
Kurt Vonnegut: a Man Without a Country

Norman Solomon
NSA Spied on UN Diplomats During Push for Invasion of Iraq

 

December 26, 2005

Lawrence R. Velvel
The Usurpers of Our Freedoms

Lance Olsen
The Toughest Challenge for Intelligent Design

Ben Terrall
No Holiday Compassion for Haiti's Political Prisoners

Scott Boehm
Santa Drove a Bulldozer

Charlie Ehlen
A Vietnam Vet's Appraisal of Bush

Tom Kerr
The Atheist Dad at Christmas

 

December 24/25, 2005

Aleander Cockburn
The Year of Vanished Credibility

James Petras
Iran in the Crosshairs: Israel's Deadline

Ralph Nader
Talkin' About the "I"-Word

Lila Rajiva
Horowitz's New Project: Begging for Brownshirts

Fred Gardner
Dialogue with the DEA

Ron Jacobs
When Impeachment was Taken Seriously

Dave Lindorff
Xmas Games for a Gitmo World

Gary Leupp
Happy Birthday Mithras!: the True Meaning of December 25th

Saul Landau
Bush's Year in Review: a Report Card from Santa

John Chuckman
A Christmas Tale for Bushtime

Dr. Susan Block
Merry XXX-mas!

St. Clair / Vest / Pollack / Donnelly
Playlist: What We're Listening to This Week

Poets' Basement
Holt, Jones, Landau, Ross and Albert

Website of the Weekend
Merry Xmas, From the Beatles

 

December 23, 2005

John Ross
The Corrido of Death Row: Mexico Ends the Death Penalty

Chris Floyd
Gospel Truth: Bush Hypocrisy, Radical Holiness and Woody Guthrie

Lawrence Mishel / Ross Eisenbrey
The Economy in a Nutshell

Joanne Mariner
Bringing Torture into Court: the Loopholes in McCain's Bill

Eric Johnson-Debaufre
The Trew Law of Free Democracies?

Ray McGovern
Cheney the Bully; Rockefeller the Coward

J. L. Chestnut, Jr.
What White America Doesn't Hear

Website of the Day
BB King: What I've Learned This Year

 

December 22, 2005

Ingmar Lee
The Citizen's Metamorphosis: I Awoke an Object of Suspicion

Elisa Salasin
Classrooms in Cages

Christopher Brauchli
Absolut Bush: "I Swear to Upturn and Rear End the Constitution of the United States"

Robin Blackburn
Rudolf Meidner, a Visionary Pragmatist

Evelyn Pringle
Dan Olmstead, Autism & the Dangers of Thimerosal

Amira Hass
A 14-Year Old's Prison Journey: "I Refused and He Hit Me"

Francis A. Boyle
Iraq and the Laws of War: US as "Belligerent Occupant"

Stew Albert
The Spies Who Thought We Were Messy

Website of the Day
How to Reach a Human Voice

 

December 21, 2005

Paul Craig Roberts
One Nation, Under Prosecutors: Presumed Guilty

Lila Rajiva
A Short History of Radio Free Iraq

Joshua Frank
Nancy Pelosi's Truth

Dave Zirin
The Bray of Pigs: Bush Nixes Beisbol Cubano

Ramzy Baroud
US Image Problem Rooted in History, Not Media

Sonia Nettnin
Connect the Dots: Decoding Bush's Mumbo Jumbo

Ben Saul
Torture as Calculated Policy

Jonathan Cronin
Anniversary of a Handshake: Cherry-picking History in Iraq

Patrick Cockburn
Iraq Election Spells Total Defeat for US

Website of the Day
Nixon on Presidential Power

 

December 20, 2005

Jackie Corr
Natural Gas: a Montana Tragedy

Earl Ofari Hutchinson
Nothing New About NSA Spying on Americans

Michael Donnelly
"Eco Terrorism": Cui Bono?

Gian Paulo Accardo
Empire of Shame: a Conversation with Jean Ziegler

Pierre Tristam
Trifler, Fibber, Sophist, Spy: How Bush Flouted the Constitution

Norman Solomon
The Foulest Media Performances of the Year

Sen. Robert Byrd
No President is Above the Law

Dave Lindorff
Missing Black Boxes in WTC Attacks Found by Firefighters, Analyzed by NTSB, Concealed by FBI

Website of the Day
FBI's Spy Files: Got Yours Yet?

 

December 19, 2005

Mike Marqusee
The Global War on Civil Liberties

Gary Leupp
Feds Ask Student: "Why are You Reading that Little Red Book?"

Ron Jacobs
The Antiwar Movement, the Democrats and the Delusions of Bushworld

John Blair
Stealing the Golden Shovel: Lessons on Civil Disobedience

Gideon Levy
Sadism at the Qalandiyah Checkpoint

Kevin Zeese
The Global War on Civil Liberties

Missy Comley Beattie
Warnings from a Military Man and Dad

Don Santina
Ride 'Em Brush Cutter: Cowboy Imagery and the American Presidency

Website of the Day
A Call for Justice in Palestine

 

December 17 / 18, 2005

Cockburn / St. Clair
Time-Delayed Journalism: the NYT and the NSA's Illegal Spying Operation

Gabriel Kolko
The Decline of the American Empire

Susan Alcorn
Texas: Three Days and Two Nights

Werther
The Democrats are an Impotent and Tolerated Opposition Party

Ralph Nader
The Senator Without Guile: Proxmire of Wisconsin

Patrick Cockburn
Counting Ballots and Bodies in Baghdad

Fred Gardner
When Prosecutors Deceive: Did the Feds Frame Bryan Epis?

Dave Lindorff
Spy Scandal Far Larger Than Just NSA

Ned Sublette
Essence is Gasoline

Lee Sustar
The Class War Economy

Jason Leopold
Did Karl Rove Destroy Evidence in Plame Case?

Laura Carlsen
Report from Hong Kong: Deciphering the Language of Globalization

Jeff White
Teacher Fired for Talking About Peace?

Ray McGovern
Torture Between the Lines

Chris Floyd
Pale Fire: the White Death of Fallujah

William Loren Katz
Remembering the First Quagmire at Xmastime: Zachary Taylor vs. the Seminoles

Rose Miriam Elizalde
Mashenka and the Bear: a Tale for Our Time

Greg Moses
Pinter's Provocation: Self Love in America

Heather Gray
Privatizing the Social Contract

Alison Weir
My Bethlehem Experience: the Sequel

St Clair / Walker / Pollack
Playlists: What We're Listening to This Week

Poets' Basement
Landau, Engel and Albert

Website of the Day
At Least Homeland Security Believes that Mao Still Matters

 

December 16, 2005

Tom Kerr
CNN's Goddess of Vengeance: What's Not to Love About Nancy Grace?

Mark Engler
The WTO in Hong Kong: Is Market Access the Answer to Poverty?

John Bomar
When Ollie North Came to Hot Springs

Patrick Cockburn
Iraq Votes; Now What?

Pierre Tristam
Iraq, Ourselves

William S. Lind
The Fine Art of Withdrawal

Cyril Neville
Why I'm Not Going Back to New Orleans

Robert Jensen
Monkey See, Monkey Do: Reason, Evolution and Intelligent Design

Saul Landau
Bolivian Democracy and the US: a History Lesson

Website
CounterPunch & Dr. Price Vanquish Anthropologist Spies

 

December 15, 2005

Oren Ben-Dor
The Ethical and Legal Challenges Facing Palestine

Stan Cox
"Agroterrorists" Needn't Bother

Joshua Frank
Organic Inconsistencies: Federal Food Politics

Ben Terrall
Waivers for State Terror: Bush and the Indonesian Generals

Patrick Cockburn
Silence Descends on Baghdad

Monica Benderman
What Peace Needs

Walter A. Davis
Fear and Loathing in San Quentin

Vijay Prashad
Our Torture Problem

Website of the Day
Hourly Wages After Four Years of "Recovery"


December 14, 2005

Patrick Cockburn
Iran Poised to Win Iraqi Elections

Paul Craig Roberts
Lethal Developments

Lawrence R. Velvel
A Bore Called Bob: On Trying to Read Woodward

Wayne Garcia
The Summer of Sami

John Sugg
Preach Peace, Sami; Get Truthful Prosecutors

Gary Leupp
Bush and the Constitution: "Just a Goddamned Piece of Paper"

Ray McGovern
Torture: a Defining Moment

Alan Maass
They Murdered a Peacemaker

April Hurley, MD
NPR Swallows Bush's Guestimate on Iraqi Dead

Kevin Alexander Gray
Richard Pryor's Mirror on America

 

December 13, 2005

Stephen T. Banko, III
Heroes

Patrick Cockburn
America's War So Far: 1000 Days of Getting It Wrong

Laura Carlsen
What's at Play at the WTO

Karl Grossman
Nuclear Routlette in the Troposhere: Another NASA Plutonium Launch

Niranjan Ramakrishnan
The Original Sin

Kevin Zeese
Report from the International Peace Conference in London

Norman Solomon
At the Gates of San Quentin

Michael G. Smith
Ending the Death Penalty

Stew Albert
California Killers

Bob Dylan
Song for Tookie: George Jackson

Phil Gasper
California Murders Tookie Williams: a Report from San Quentin

Website of the Day
Boot Hill

 

December 12, 2005

Paul Craig Roberts
The Defenders of Torture

Lawrence R. Velvel
George the Disconnected

Jessica Stewart
My Husband is at the Gates of Gitmo

George Bisharat
Busharon: a Fusion of Like Minds

Nate Mezmer
Killing Tookie Williams: If a Black Man Dies in America, Does It Make a Sound?

Earl Ofari Hutchinson
Richard Pryor Wasn't Crazy

Alison Weir
My Bethlehem Experience

Seth Sandronsky
Thank You, Richard Pryor

Patrick Cockburn
Iraq: the Beginning of the End

Website of the Day
Wrestling for Peace


December 10 / 11, 2005

Alexander Cockburn
All the News That's Fit to Buy

Landau / Hassen
The Condemned of Nablus

Ralph Nader
The Widening Wasteland of American Media

Linn Washington, Jr
The Philly Media and Mumia: When They Don't Bash, They Ignore

Bill Christison
Apathy, US Culpability and Human Rights Day

Mike Ferner
The Courage of Jim Loney

Elizabeth Schulte
Abortion and the Bush Court

Neve Gordon / Yigal Bronner
Murder in Jerusalem

Linda S. Heard
Saddam's Trial: Grandstanding in the Theater of the Absurd

Ingmar Lee
A Kayak Journey to Vancouver Island's Wildest Forest

Ray McGovern
Lies, Torture and the Six Blind Mice

John Chuckman
Torture and White Phosphorous: the Moral Hell of Condi Rice

John Ryan
An Honorary Degree in Child Sacrifice?: Madeleine Albright and US Foreign Policy

Dick J. Reavis
From Waco to Baghdad

Christopher Brauchli
Bush's Hired Pens

Behzad Yaghmaian
Trapped at the Gates of the European Union

Aseem Shrivastava
The Winter in Delhi, 1984

John Ross
Bushlandia in Black and White

Ben Tripp
War, What is It Good For?

St. Clair / Pollack / Vest / Despair
Playlist: What We're Listening to This Week

Poets' Basement
Hassen, Bear Dog, Ford, Mickey Z, Albert & Engel

Website of the Week
Burn a Brick for Bush

 

December 9, 2005

Linn Washington, Jr.
Roots of Gitmo Torture Lie Close to Home

Dave Zirin / Mike Stark
On Seeing Wesley Baker Die

Patrick Cockburn
Blair Tries to Cover Up $1.3 Billion Iraqi Theft

Alexander Cockburn
Murtha Returns to Attack; Flays Bush

Lila Rajiva
Shooting the Mentally Ill

Gary Leupp
White House Liars on the Defensive

Jason Leopold
Rove Running Out of Answers, Time

Bruce K. Gagnon
So These Are the Democrats?

Andrew Cockburn
Meet Rahm Emmanuel, the Democrats' New Gatekeeper

Website of the Day
"X-mas Time for Visa"

 

December 8, 2005

Kathy Kelly
Blessed are the Merciful in Baghdad

James Petras
The Venezuelan Election: Chavez Wins, Bush Loses (Again)

William S. Lind
Questionable Assumptions: Dissecting the Stategy for Victory

Laura Carlsen
The Strange Mission of Vicente Fox: Free Trade and Mexico

Justin Akers
Bush's Border War

Thomas Graham, Jr
A Nuclear Pearl Harbor in Outer Space?

Norman Solomon
Rumsfeld's Handshake Deal with Saddam

Tariq Ali / Robin Blackburn
The Lost John Lennon Interview

Website of the Day
Pigs at the Trough of War

 

December 7, 2005

John Ryan
Dershowitz vs. Chomsky: a Review of the Harvard Debate

Gary Leupp
Suicide Before Dishonor in Occupied Iraq

Fran Quigley
How the ACLU Didn't Steal Christmas

Jeremy Brecher / Brendan Smith
Bush War Crimes: the Posse Gathers

Joshua Frank
Bird Dogging Hillary

William W. Morgan
Rendition, Torture and Democracy

Dave Lindorff
A Stunning Win for Mumia Abu Jamal

Patrick Cockburn
Saddam: "Come Visit My Cage"

Harold Pinter
Art, Truth and Politics: the Nobel Lecture

Website of the Day
Witnesses to Torture

 

December 6, 2005

Ron Jacobs
No One is Illegal; No One is an Infidel

Patrick Cockburn
Inside Saddam's Trial: Tales of the Human Meat Grinder

Yifat Susskind
Death, Politics and the Condom: African Women Confront Bush's AIDS Policy

Mike Whitney
How Greenspan Skewered America

Pat Williams
Public Land Should Stay Public

Paul Craig Roberts
Condi to Europe: Trust Us

Website of the Day
Debunking Woodward

 

December 5, 2005

John Walsh
The Lies of John Edwards: What Did the Democrats Know and When Did They Know It?

Brian Cloughley
The Poor Dead: the Relative Value of Human Lives

Mokhiber / Weissman
The Corporate Crime Quiz

Robert Jensen
How Big Money Eviscerates the First Amendment

Norman Solomon
Hidden in Plane Sight: US Media Ignores Iraq Air War Plan

Peter Rost, MD
An Open Letter to the Justice Department: Pfizer May Have Violated Federal Laws When They Fired Me

Lila Rajiva
The Torture-Go-Round: CIA's Rendition Flights to Secret Prisons

Website of the Day
National Day of Counter-Recruitment


December 3 / 4, 2005

Alexander Cockburn
The Revolt of the Generals

Lawrence R. Velvel
Iraq, Brains and Lies

Rev. William Alberts
The Forgotten Christmas Story: Saying No to King Herod

Saul Landau
Latino Troops Have Parents

Ralph Nader
Consumerama

Paul Craig Roberts
Don't Confuse the Jobs Hype with the Facts

Mike Whitney
Blood Feast: Celebrating Executions in America

Allan Lichtman
The DeLay Scheme: Blatantly Buying Our Government

Dave Lindorff
A Sudden Rush for the Exits?

Brian Concannon, Jr.
Haiti's Elections

Fred Gardner
Oregon NORML Honors Growers

Manuel Garcia, Jr.
On Freeing the CPT

Carol Wolman
Remembering the 60s

St. Clair / Vest / Walker / Pollack
Playlist: What We're Listening to This Week

Poets' Basement
Albert, Engel and Orloski

Website of the Weekend
Free the CPT

 

December 2, 2005

Stan Goff
An Open Letter to Congress from a Veteran and Military Dad

Mike Ferner
Beware Iraqization: Melvin Laird, Vietnam and Christmas Bombings Over Baghdad?

Christopher Brauchli
Bush's Constitutional Kamikazes: Padilla's No-Win Dilemma

Niranjan Ramakrishnan
Questions for the President

Manuel Talens
The Chávez Theorem

Peter Phillips
Death By Torture: Media Ignores the Hard Evidence

J.L. Chestnut, Jr.
Alabama's Taliban: Judge Roy Moore, Preachers and Dixie Hypocrisy

Website of the Day
Support the Hampton University Peace Activists!

 

December 1, 2005

John Walsh, MD
The God Gaps

Ron Jacobs
Hard Rain: Toward a Greater Air War in Iraq?

Jenna Orkin
EPA's Latest Betrayal at Ground Zero

Joshua Frank
Howard Dean's Blunt Message: Forget Palestine

Tiffany Ten Eyck
Rank and File Resistance to Delphi

Missy Comley Beattie
Home on the Range: Where the Fear and the Animus Play

Eli Stephens
The Reed and Kerry Show

Elaine Cassel
A Government Game of "Gotcha" with Jose Padilla

Website of the Day
Rare Erotica

 

 

 

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January 2, 2006

Breaking Down with Dr. Laing

A Trip to the Far Side of Madness

By CLANCY SIGAL

Scene: a dark shaded consulting room on the ground floor of 21 Wimpole Street, London W1. Time: early 1960s. This is my first session with the up-and- coming "celebrity shrink", Dr Ronald D Laing. I've run through half a dozen therapists who either call me names ("You're unanalysable, dear man") or recommend electroshock therapy (at Maudsley hospital) or advise me to quit writing if it's so painful.

Laing is a breath of fresh air. He is about my age (mid-30s), irreparably handsome with the doomed beauty of a haunted artist, and from a similar slum background. He speaks my language, or so it seems. Later, it turns out he is fashionably downgrading his Presbyterian middle-class origins in Glasgow.

Smoking a thin cigar, he leans forward intently in his cracked-leather chair and examines me through half-lidded eyes. "What are ye fookin' around wi' all that neurotic shit for, Clancy?" he says in a Scottish accent I am to learn he can put on or off at will. "Tummy aches and faintin' spells is crybaby stuff. Ye've got the makings of a good schizophrenic. Lucky ye've come to the right place."

Indeed, I had. And at only six quid a session. Except that I had no idea what a schizophrenic was. Or what I was getting into that would, depending on how you look at it, rob me of the next half-dozen years or give me the experience of a lifetime.

Laing insisted on calling me a "McCarthy refugee", an exile from the House Un-American anti-communist hunters. This was only half true since I'd also run away from my personal demons in the States, a feverish mental disequilibrium that (I realise now) was the compost of my writing. After a long dry spell as an émigré "London Yankee", I was on a writing jag--novels, journalism, pamphlets, BBC talks. But it didn't stop the anxiety attacks.

In his consulting room Laing and I immediately connected. We shared a childhood of psychic and actual violence from our chaotic family histories. Laing liked using military and boxing metaphors; occasionally we even sparred around his room, jabbing, hooking, feinting. I was certainly more at ease with him than the English poets and novelists I met whose limp handshakes were so unmanly ... so un-American.

At the time of our first meeting Laing was on his way to becoming the Bob Dylan of "existential" psychoanalysis with his bestselling book, The Divided Self, a bible for disturbed teenagers. For all its Sartrean chatter--ontological insecurity, being-for-itself, etc--Laing's message was starkly simple: doctors must stop treating mental patients as objects to be done things to, and have the courage to meet patients as equals in an "I-thou encounter". But all that was only his public self. There was another, secret side, he hinted. (I love secrets!) He dared me to pass through his most private and cherished door: the door of perception known as the schizophrenic revolution.

I'd no idea what he was talking about. But if it was a revolution I was all for it. Laing and I were both "politicals" of the leftish type (CND, New Left, all that). And like most people under 40 we were fed up with a moribund Establishment stifling our best energies. A new music (psychedelic rock, the Stones, acid folk, Grateful Dead) and new clothes styles (mod, razor-cut hair, Italian suits) seemed to signal the birth of an "absolute beginners" Britain, vital and violent and more like us.

Laing's ascendant star was perfectly timed. Antonin Artaud's "madness is truth" was all the rage, as was David Mercer's TV play A Suitable Case For Treatment, later a film. The feminist playwright Jane Arden went around chanting, "We are all mad. If you are a woman then you are mad."

Laing's early writing spoke, poetically, from his troubled gut to growing audiences of the disenchanted and mentally unbalanced, including me. He preached that the root of the thing that sickened us was the emotional dysfunction within families encoded in the parents' "double bind" ("Go away but tell me you love me"), and loveless (or overbearingly loving) contradictory communication that drove kids literally mad. In this sense, love itself was the ticking time-bomb of all personal relationships. One struggled to free oneself from the chains of love in order to find a selfhood that might exist only on the other side of madness. Indeed, Laing's unfinished last book was titled The Lies Of Love.

His theatrical genius was to "give psychiatry a human face"--to translate his philosophical interests (Husserl, Jaspers and Kierkegaard) into common street language that spoke to his own experiences as a "policeman" (his word) of other people's mental illnesses in Scottish and British army hospitals where he had worked as an intern. In a quiet rage he told some pretty gory stories that left me in no doubt of his guilt that as a young doctor he had let himself participate in the medical profession's legalised "mind butchery" of their patients. As our relationship deepened it became clear that, for desperate men like us who lived in an amoral Dostoevskian world almost beyond suicide, anything was permissible if it (a) broke a few teeth in the fight for the liberation of the mentally "ill" and (b) brought us closer to the extinction of Ego (we thought in capital letters).

Laing, whom I trusted with my soul, and I crossed the line of professional etiquette when we began exchanging roles, he the patient and I the therapist, and took LSD together in his office and in my Bayswater apartment. Somehow, along the way, we created--with Laing's closest colleagues Dr Aaron Esterson, David Cooper and Sid Briskin--the Philadelphia Association. This was a registered charity dedicated to devising a humane alternative to the "treatment" of the mentally sick that until recently had included insulin coma, heavy drugs and even lobotomy. (Electroshock therapy of the crudest kind was still quite popular in mental hospitals.)

By putting forward our respectable public face and sidetracking our private agenda--going personally crazy--we found and voluntarily staffed Kingsley Hall in east London, which is now celebrating its 30th anniversary. At the time, Kingsley Hall became an international mecca for psycho-tourists, earnest American helpers, celebrities like Tim Leary and Allen Ginsberg ... and a haven for the truly desperate cases whom other doctors had given up on. Any given night you could run into a Beatle on acid or the former mental nurse Mary Barnes (memorialised in a play by David Edgar) daubing shit on the walls of her room.

Then, of course, there were these cursed meetings of the inner circle. I hadn't participated in anything like our Philadelphia Association roundelays of insult-trading since hanging out on Chicago street corners as a teenager. Except that we were grown-ups. Wherever did these "speak bitterness" sessions come from, Mao's China? They were acrid and soul-punishing and, I guess, meant to toughen us for the Long Ascent to the Everest of mental breakdown, our private goal of spiritual rebirth.

Laing and I had sealed a devil's bargain. Although we set out to "cure" schizophrenia, we became schizophrenic in our attitudes to ourselves and to the outside world. Our personal relationships in the Philadelphia Association became increasingly fraught. At the same time--I speak only for myself--the sheer brutality of our interchanges conveyed an unmistakable message: you are already living on the other side of sanity.

It all ended badly ... and well.

From the start Laing and I had made a solemn compact that we would protect each other's back--like Kirk Douglas and Burt Lancaster in Gunfight At The OK Corral--if either of us broke down. "Breaking down" was, of course, an essential precondition for "breaking through" that would finally cure us of the human condition.

I was the first to go, at Kingsley Hall. Proper do it was, too. In front of witnesses. Lost my mind entirely and not a bad feeling. Leaped and danced on the communal supper table, and with an imaginary prayer shawl around my shoulders skipped around wailing an authentic, or gobbledegook, Hebrew prayer. And then it came, the vision I'd been working and longing for. I had to laugh. God, in the shape of (I swear) a railway union organiser, sat me on His knee for some stern advice. Stop being so crazy, He commanded. It's self-indulgent. Go back to your writing and live normally like other folks.

Laing, at the head of the table, had grown alarmed by my behaviour. His anxiety spread to others. That night, after I left Kingsley Hall, several of the doctors, who persuaded themselves that I was suicidal, piled into two cars, sped to my apartment, broke in, and jammed me with needles full of Largactil, a fast-acting sedative used by conventional doctors in mental wards. Led by Laing, they dragged me back to Kingsley Hall where I really did become suicidal. I was enraged: the beating and drugging was such a violation of our code. Now I knew exactly how mental patients felt when the nurses set about them before the doctor stuck in the needle.

Before I could fight back--at least four big guys including Laing were pinning me down--the drug took effect. The last thing I remember saying was, "You bastards don't know what you're doing ..."

They left me alone in an upstairs cubicle overlooking a balcony with a 30ft drop. I had to figure a way to escape from this bunch of do-gooders who had lost their nerve as well as their minds. Fortunately, I had learned some tricks of the madness trade as a "barefoot doctor" in Villa 21, David Cooper's innovative schizophrenic ward at Shenley hospital. Rule Number One, which I had ignored till now: don't make your doctors more anxious than they already are.

Choosing life over death, I put on an act pretending that I had rejoined Laing's obedient flock--which relaxed the doctors' hysteria--and when they were all safely asleep slipped away from the hall back to my flat. For months afterwards I slept with a baseball bat in my bed.

In 1975, 10 years after I broke with Laing, I completed a comic novel, Zone Of The Interior, based on my experiences with schizophrenia. Published to widespread notice in the US, it was stopped cold in Britain by Laing's vague threat of a libel action. Potential publishers backed off. A small independent house offered to publish Zone but reluctantly pulled out when two of its board members, both leftwing, strongly opposed. By then Laing had become something of a sacred cow on the left, a darling and victim of the celebrity culture.

My feelings about Laing have changed over time, especially since his sudden death on a tennis court in southern France in 1989. The problem is there were several RD Laings: doctor, prophet, father and husband, builder and destroyer, personal friend and ultimately my bullyboy. Looking back, I now see that his own "need to be needed"--a capital crime in his rule book--caused him to panic when he believed, for example, that a patient, patron or friend was about to leave him. And, as he taught us, there's nothing scarier than a medical professional who has control over others but not over his own anxiety.

With all its bullshit and doublethink, "Laingianism" tried hard to make a difference. To our credit, we didn't really see much difference between them (patients) and us (healers). We had a go, and some of us paid a price.

Recently I contacted some mental health activists--former patients, family members of patients, psychotherapists, etc. Their verdict is mixed. "The problem with Laing's legacy," one long-time campaigner told me, "is that he produced a competitive and hostile climate where the patient became collateral damage between warring factions". Yet others claim Laing's influence produced modest but real improvement.

A retired psychiatrist testifies, "I was a trainee at the Maudsley in the 1960s and I think [Laing] influenced many [other trainees] to feel closer to patients and to interact more normally with them, rather than in the stilted or 'clinical' way that both psychiatry and psychoanalysis promoted at the time." A more pessimistic therapist speaks only of "cosmetic changes" because the "'biological' view of 'mental illness' rules more supreme than ever". But even he cites "pockets of resistance" that today include Laing- and Esterson-influenced doctors, probation officers, psychologists, who are out there working, quietly, in the field.

"La lutte continue," as the revolutionists say. Yes, ECT is back in vogue. The mind butchers never give up and keep coming back with fancier rationales for doing what they admit they don't understand. The task is as yet undone.

Zone Of The Interior, by Clancy Sigal, is finally being published in the UK, by Pomona at £9.99. The editors thought that Sigal's piece well worth reprinting from The Guardian (with permission) because it evokes one of the spirits of the Sixties so well. Co-editor Cockburn remembers visiting Kingsley Hall, where Laing was living (at least for public consumption) in some kind of rabbit hutch on the roof. These were the days when "the bourgeois family", as leftists contemptuously described it , was under furious attack. Indeed the anthropologist Edmund Leach took the occasion of his 1967 Reith Lectures to inform his BBC audience that "Far from being the basis of the good society, the family, with its narrow privacy and tawdry secrets, is the source of all our discontents." As a Watsonville worker once told Frank Bardacke, who was discoursing to a political group on the evils of the family, "Frank, you don't understand. The family is all we've got." Sigal can be reached at clancy@jsasoc.com.


 

 

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